On Death

Death, well it depends, you know. It depends whether death is taking any of my loved ones 😦  or it’s me 😉

So if it’s one of my loved ones than it brings the hell inside me. It’s a great loss for me, maybe the greatest of the losses. It brings absurdity, cause I know if someone died s/he’s gone, I mean imagine for a second, someone you love is gone forever and ever, I won’t be seeing her/him anymore.

And  I know, and I know it very well, “Why” so many people believe in some sort of life after death in one way other, clearly than ever before, especially after the death of grandma.  I didn’t want to see her face, I was just trying to be “rational” that what good it’ll bring by just seeing her for one last time but than I realised it’s the last chance I have to see her, I won’t be able to see her anymore. I had already lost my chance to talk to her for the last time, and now whenever I’m going to my uncle’s home, I miss her, she always used to sit in a corner in hall just outside her room, or in mid of the open hall, so I can barely go there and not remember her. Surely we had our differences but she was once a dear one, as I said before. Even though I wasn’t a dear one for her. But now she is gone and gone forever.

Being atheist seems great idea to live by, maybe the best one but there are loopholes in the theory as in every Other way of living a life. The death is the only thing that brings highest level of absurdity in my life.
And “My death”… Well

I have always  wanted to live before I die. So many things I have done and still feels like sooooo much is left to do. One minute I’m all ready to die and the other minute I’ll be ready to do any shit to betraying the death for some time. But you know… Cella Vie. That’s fucking life…

Any Road here’s my definition of living.

A person should must have lived up to  many many many experiences, including but not limited to,  the experience of the joy of not feeling the burden of any cage whatsoever, like the cage of time punctuality, burden of  unwanted responsibilities,

  • The feeling of exploring a new culture, customs and traditions.
  • The joy of being on hunger for some time,  the joy of eating like an elephant.
  • The joy of getting things done for someone without the feeling of  disappointment of being recognised for what you did.
  • The pain of being rejected from your loved one and the great pleasure of being a wanderer.
  • Taking responsibility for the entire humanity and than working for that as days and nights doesn’t matter.
  • And than quiting your work all of sudden realising that your efforts were being manipulated for some other purpose and not for the reasons you were working for.
  • Being friends for the stranger for a very short sphere of time and than never trying to get in touch even though you have shared contacts and stuff.
  • Wasting your days and nights for someone and than when you just get up, forgetting that someone special for the time being and than feeling great pleasure remembering her/him.
  • Being on the wrong track deliberately just to test, whether it’s the wrong way or not.
  • Experiencing all sorts of feelings and and reading all sorts books and than watching all sorts of movies and dramas and documentaries and fuck knows what…
  • Keeping in touch with a few friends, and forgeting about the rest of the world.

And the countless other experiences like waking up in a completely new city where you arrived just last night.

Basically everything that makes you realize you are fucking human not some programmed-Japanese-Robot, you know.

Well that’s what life is for me. What you think of the life in general and what experiences you would like to add in the list. Share them in the comments below and I’ll write another article on the same topic with  another perspective. So stay tuned love birds.


Astrology… Stupidness at it’s peak.

Weak person needs submission to anything and anyone, s/he fears the consequences of making a decision that’s why so many newspapers contain horoscopes section to tell her/him how you got to behave today. While strong person makes her/his own decisions. Azad.

So there are Astrologists out there who put entire humanity, i.e SEVEN BILLION people in just 12 categories, correct yourself if you are wrong, based on simply what month of the year you were born in…

I mean nothing else matters to these delusional kids, nothing at all. Not the period of time you were born in, not the social circumstances, not even matters whether the family you were born in is financially sound or not, or part of the world you were born in. Only date of your birth is what has to define how you have to act, how you’ll develop your personality and so on. And they are telling you all that only 12 of the situations will probably occur in your day today, and you people should act in only one way among the twelve ways… wow incredible idea folks…

And more incredible than that… many of the “Great minds” follow them. They are like this: every morning they have to check what is going to happen to them and how they have to act today.

I mean…

I’m speechless… I really am. Khalas


Sat Dec 17, 2016

Are you Travelling or just Sightseeing?

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The Difference between travelling and sightseeing.
The main difference between travelling and sightseeing is either you are going for visiting places or going to experience different cultures. Many of us these days just go for sightseeing, and it’s promoted by the tour companies, too. We tour far and wide but don’t really communicate with the inhabitants of that area. There is a Sindhi saying that goes “Jeko ruly so Khuly” translates as ‘Those who wander are the ones who florish’. In its pure sense travelling is exploring different cultures, different beliefs about life and death, different ways of doing the same thing, closely inspecting how and why they built what they built, not just sightseeing.Dont-tell-me-educated-you-are-travel-quote.jpg.jpg

China is home to most sophisticated philosophies on earth, though not widespread as Greek, but they have tons of things to teach humanity. So, 67.87 Million people visited the country in 2016 alone, according to China National Tourism Administration, and now ask these tourists what they really know about chinese traditions or philosophy, except for the shortest review from the tour guide. My point here is one should know very well about the different point of views of same thing, that’s when we call someone the Learned-one.

How modern-luxurious-money-making-ventures have murdered the actual purpose of travelling?

The very first curse humanity is facing in this age is shortage of time, among others. So the tourists have shortage of time and they want to see the most of the country they are visiting in that tiny sphere of time, so they don’t really have time for exploring the real life of the inhabitants. Most tourist companies offer tour plans for an entire country of just 4 to 12 days. And in those limited days, one can hardly visit the most famous places of the country, and has no time left for exploring the culture and everyday philosophy of the country. busy.jpg

Living in Star hotels isolates us from the everyday lifestyle of the mango people, and all starred hotel are same, and that’s why they are giving the star rankings, if you have selected a three star hotel, you have already made up your mind what you can expect from it. On the other hand if you really want to get a clear view of how they live, you have to live with them. Previously it was called as being guest and it was free, for now install an app called CouchSurfing and you have to pay a tiny fees to the hosts to live among them.
But why does it matter to be The Learned One?

Well I can give you a thousand reasons but to keep things interesting just YouTube this phrase: Americans are stupid and proud of it or follow this link:

Is it really the shortage of time we are facing or we pretend being busy?

Travel advice by the student of philosophy.

Travel to any country and I assure you, you’ll have plenty to learn from them. Because every country has given it’s share to humanity and that is particular to that country, whether the country maybe Sri Lanka or Switzerland. Just do a little research about their history and you’ll know it all you need.

And about learning how to Travel.


Jan 26, 2017.

My son is studying in University of Auckland, in space exploration department. In final year project they actually have to go in the space in some part of our Galaxy to explore something new. He came back from space yesterday with lots of interesting news. But above all he said Dad I’m really disappointed to be human this time, when my allien friend didn’t take me on a very important and secret mission cause they didn’t believe me because I was human with not-really-good history, as our history contains racism and religion almost in all eras, and how we have bordered every part of globe where we live.


The Grocery Story 

Every one of us has experienced the Grocery purchasing. So if you tell someone your Grocery Story that you went purchasing aalo bhendi and tamatirr, and paid bills and purchased shoes and stuff, no one will take interest in it because it’s so common and that’s why it became boring.

To be an interesting personality, one should must do something above living the Grocery purchasing… and when you do something extraordinary every now and then but your partner is trying nothing to do something to keep up with you, you become bored with him/her…

And how boring it must be to do same things over and over again… Unfortunately, many of Human Beings are just living that life which is routined and no more. Comfort-Zoned people.  These are the kids who miss the Fun in life and complain all the time about life without realising they are the one who made it absurd.

It’s not that Life is absurd, it’s you who make choices that make “ONLY YOUR LIFE BORING and ABSURD” because you can’t gather up the courage to keep your life interesting, doing stuff which is, filled with many experiences, in short, Come Out of their Comfort Zones…

Fri Jan 16, 2016.